“I used to be within the camp of being like, There is not any f–king means that another dude is having the identical expertise that I’m having,” he admitted. “However watching it again now, I see, Oh, my god, Ben, dude. Like, your relationship was one factor, and it was playful and enjoyable, and I can see that connection that we had, however it’s fairly evident that there was a deeper bond and a deeper connection, finally, with Zac. You possibly can see their chemistry, you possibly can see the best way they play off of one another.”

Ben, who instructed Nick that it has been over a yr since he has been on a date exterior of the present, mentioned that he had reservations about returning because of considerations of getting to recover from her beforehand rejecting him. However given how highly effective his emotions have been, Ben knew he needed to take his shot, particularly on condition that she had helped him in his own personal journey.

“I got here in making an attempt to satisfy a lady, making an attempt to be taught one thing about myself and perhaps restore my religion in humanity, and I received all these issues, which is nuts to me,” he continued. “The rationale I fell in love along with her was the best way that she made me really feel. She held house for me. She created an area for me to be open and weak. And it was secure, and it was safe, and she or he did not run, and she or he did not chastise me, and she or he did not do something different than simply obtain me. And for that I am grateful, and I am extremely grateful for the expertise.”